May 12, 2003 - 5:26 p.m.
arrrgh
Hum dee dum dum duuuuummmmmmm...
I'm getting my resume together, I'm looking at rental possibilities...
And I really haven't moved an inch.
I think I am impatient. Scratch that - i know that I am impatient.
Knowing that change is coming makes the NOW that much harder to deal with, and to sit through... I think I'm much better at crises, and sudden changes - because anticipation drives me nuts.
I want it all, and I want it NOW.
Or I may get disenchanted and give up on the whole idea.
Blah! One step at a time seems like such a tedious waste of energy.
