January 09, 2003 - 10:31 p.m.
YAY
i have a lot of rage inside of me right now - i think it's from being slapped and grabbed and pushed and head slammed all week, over and over again and not being able to do anything about it - i'm in a play where i'm a victim of abuse - YAY!!!
And g*d DAMN IT I need a fucking hug.
